Sunday morning before church my
husband, oldest son, and I had an appointment with one of the counselors in the
bishopric. (one of the leaders of the LDS
faith) Our son was first. He was there for a 6 month youth interview.
As my husband and I waited in the
hallway for our turn, I began speculating with a friend as to why my hubby and
I were being seen. The minutes passed quickly and I had a great time catching
up with a good friend.
The door opened and out walked my
cute kid with two thumbs up and a goofy grin on his face.
My husband and I were next. We took
our seats and I anxiously awaited to find out the reason for our meeting.
This kind man started off with,
"I've got to tell you that you have a wonderful son."
"Why thank you. I kind of like
him," was my reply.
His tone became ever so slightly more
serious.
He then proceeded to tell us of their
conversation. He told us how he usually starts of his youth interviews by
asking, "How's life?"
It's a simple question.
A question that usually gets the
common teenage response of, "it's good, ok, the same, etc."
When my son was asked this question
his reply was,
"My life is amazing."
Taken aback at my sons response, this
gentleman asked my son why his life was so amazing.
My son's simple answer was,
"Because my family loves
me."
Here it is days later and I haven't
been able to get that conversation out of my mind. Having similar personalities
my son and I butt heads A LOT, being 13 I'm sure adds to that. I often worry
that my other two children will feel like they will get lost in the shuffle.
Diabetes is like a needy child
who demands constant attention. And sometimes diabetes requires that attention
above and before everything else.
It was such great comfort to know
that my oldest child knows how much we love him.
But again his answer stayed with
me....
Diabetes is hard. Demanding.
Defeating.
Sometimes it's easy to drown in the
unendingness of it all. The highs. The lows. Site changes. Insulin doses. Carb
ratios. Activity levels. Sleepless nights. Dr. appointments. The list could go
on and on.
But when I stop to think about it, I
have this wonderful support system. Even though family might not understand
every detail of our life with type 1. They are always there ready and willing
to lend a helping hand, words of encouragement, or a shoulder to lean on. I am
so blessed to be a part of such a loving family.
Life with diabetes is hard.
But my life?
My life is amazing, because my family
LOVES me!
P.S. The reason for our meeting is
that I was called to be a primary teacher in one of the 3/4 year old classes.